I want to live like this, everyday. PS: LISTEN!

This is how I normally am when people aren't pissing me off:) LOOOVEE them. I suggest buying their CD. Rebelution-"Courage to Grow". Buy it. Listen. Soak it in. & attempt to live that life everyday in this crazy world:) *You don't even need to smoke weed to enjoy them, although it helps! haha (All of their songs are wonderful, but I highly recommend 'Safe&Sound')

Well it’s about that time for us to look around and meet somebody new
Let’s all welcome in familiar faces, perhaps somebody who,
Has got a conflict in their life
Tell them you’re sorry, but there’s ways to change the wrong to right
See we can sit in a distant haze and watch rain clouds pour thoughts of greatness and help our troubles sail real far away.
Well it’s a struggle – everyday we’re stressing, but what’s a life without dedication?
I’m trying to pick up the souls intention to soak in music relaxation
We’re feeling good, we’re feeling alright
We’re feeling good, we’re feeling alright
In a moment I’ll be on my way, to better days, while life is changing
And even though I’ve had my share of pain, I’ve been sympathizing and realizing
I’ve got a feeling that we can be a better friend
Simply complimenting every now and then
In the morning I wake up and miss the night before
Cuz I love the music more and more
See we can sit in a distant haze and watch rain clouds pour thoughts of greatness to help our troubles sail real far away
While it’s a struggle everyday we’re stressing, but what’s a life without dedication?
I’m trying to pick up the souls intention to soak in music relaxation

everybody wants to be closer to free.

cove beach/riverside river:)

Salisbury was just how I wanted it to be, an just what I needed. The only blower is that Rob is in Iseral, doing weird Rob things. And Bridgy is in DC & Peirce is stiiiiilllll in Georgia. (CAN you come the fuck back already) It wasn't bad though, I got the spend pretty much the whole time with Cory:) I wish I could take my far away friends and put them HERE. Then I'd be so happy. But not seeing peo0pleall the time, also makes you value their place in your life. Friday, was Alex's ginbin fun fun. Saturday, me shellgril & pookie headed to ze beachhh. We stayed all frickin day! Had lunch, drank at Anglers this AWESOME dock bar. On sundays- you can go have dinner, then take a cruise, and then come back for beer pong tourneys. Whaatttt?!. I wish I didn't have things to get done here, I can only imagine how happy I'd be if I could live at the beach over the summer. After Anglers we headed to a regular bar in the bury. When it closed we were still so amped up, so me & Cory & Hassan took a booze cruise through the cut of Salisbury, thru Fruitland, to Kengsinton. Which is where some BIG ass mansions are. ACTUALLY Micheal Jackson owned some property over there. We got all the way down to the end of Kensington, and were still amped (and very drunk) So Cory said we should go to Cove Beach. I haven't been there since my freshman year of Salisbury. OMGSH, if you want to talk about beautiful. Cove Beach is actually "Riverside" which is a river that runs all the way around Salisbury. Salisbury actually has a bar callleedd Dock Bar that sits on the river and during the day you can rent jetskis there. Any way we sat by the beach and just took it all in. From there you can see aaaalllll the stars and it was so awesome. Then me and Cory decided to go ankle deep in the water, then waist deep, then "i'll go swiming if you do". And we did lol. Since it's a river, the water was warm as fuck. It was just so nice, reminded me of one of those little moments where when your adult you look back on & wish life was like that again.lol
Ahh going to the shore & being friends with locals allows for so much more what everyone does in oceanshittty. Plus you avoid beach traffic via back roads anndd Anglers, not many people go/know about it, it's pretty much a local dock bar, thus making it not expensive at all.

I loved this weekend. I wanna go back before summer & probably will. Then of course my standard Labor Day trip. It's the opposite of the other side of the bridge which is much needed. I mean I bet no one over here ended their bar night- on a beach swimming in a river.

I really miss Cory already. But and totally psyched her Aunt works in DC school system and is saving a job for her next year. And Bridget will be living there too:) Looks like I will have to get over my fear of driving in the district.

what it do?

Like I need another internet communication device? But lj got old, & clearly I sweat Lauren.
I leave for Salisbury today:) I could not be more excited. I think every person needs a place to go, to just get away. It's not like I wished I lived there instead of here, despite everything I have come to believe this is where I need to be..until me and Nathan move to Cali with my cousin:) But I get to leave all my responsibilities, minor annoyances that I change in my head to huge ones here. I get to spend QT time with friends (The People) I wish I could see more. Not that I do not absolutely adore my friends here:) I just miss the feeling of a slower/chill enviorment. The shore contains no traffic or congestion, I get to walk barefoot alll the time because everyone else does, I get to WALK between neighborhoods to my friends house.I don't have the anxiety of feeling like I have to look all dolled up, to even think about going out. Friday is a ginbin/bbq (laurennn you remember the death caused by ginbin @ get drunk&beachy) I will be drinking myself siiillaay, in most likely what I wear on the road. and of course.. I will be barefoot.
So my suggestion: find a place that calms you, makes you comfortable and allows you to escape...and just say FUCK it at times and dipset. I think the mental health of many would improve by this.

& Trust me, as long as you shower regularly walking barefoot is quite liberating.

Ah:) love&peace.